This song is the conclusion to the Get Off The Internet trilogy and is about a (I consider "resolved" but who knows or cares at this point) situation I went through with this racist e-dating crybully twat I was once "internet friends" with (forcibly tolerated since he was just in my friend group) that is so disturbing and so surreal almost to the point of sounding completely like dark comedy and entirely made up yet just so internet top to bottom throughout that I thought telling you about would make a perfect end to the Get Off The Internet trifecta, serving as a cautionary tale for mainly me and hopefully others warning of the demonic extents people online you've once even slightly trusted will go to just to lie on your name, get everyone associated with you in hot water through doing so, and to try to have your career ruined all over a small private feud, playing victim to others and concocting demented rumor with no evidence whatsoever after you finally retaliate against months of the bullshit they've done onto you and decidedly match their exact energy. In this case, they will even have a gullible sycophant stalker, who has nothing going on with their feeble life that treat artists as disposable and belittle them, trying to make this rumor they didn't even see evidence for an actual problem in your personal life.
All entirely through the internet.
This installment is mainly a message for myself. It's me just talking about what happened in the case full frontal, progressing into a manic spoken flow of complete apathy in regards to rhythm or cohesiveness and just all of my inner monologue on interacting and being apart of it all like most of my conscious songs. The lyrics become cringe throughout mainly because I just don't have the smarts to make it seem more abstract and serious; not like I could properly since the situation at hand I'm writing of is just so stupid and childish... it's also near impossible to describe a narrative in any song entirely about the internet without it coming off very corny. You can judge and criticize me for the actions I've taken, the ones I heavily detail and take 100% accountability for in this song; I still believe them to be much more than strongly justified once you get a full perception of what occurred and the actions done of the other key players in this story. I vehemently refuse to ever apologize for any action I've personally taken that I describe in it. This has just been eating me alive and driving me up the wall for so long to the extent I will admit on 7/29 I called a Suicide Hotline for the first time ever in my life to talk with anyone about this, which I always thought made you weak and meant you admit defeat ever which goes against everything I stand for up until that very moment; what I regrettably clowned on others for doing when I was younger and dumber refusing to put myself in their shoes. The fact something so relatively trivial on the internet led me up to that point had me thinking to myself that I had perhaps grown too attached to the internet, something I criticized others ruthlessly for doing in this series; however, more geared towards the parasocial obsession people in online music discourse tend to have with every single aspect of an artist and their actions that they'll use as justification to disparage their work. This is why I interpret most of this song as a message to myself.
Besides the obvious anti-chronically-online-parasocial-lollygagging sentiment placed in not only this song but the entirety of the GOTI series and what surrounds it, ironic because you'd have to be completely net-drenched to even get in any sort of predicament like this, I have made this song with the intent of just getting this ALL out in the open if anymore details (further fabricated by the parties mentioned or not) of this were to ever come out, to get it out of my system entirely for my own mental sake, to focus completely on healing after all of this unnecessary damage done onto me and pointless drama and lies I've had to endure, and to put it all behind me as much as possible while I continue my strong aspirations for greatness in music. This is a necessary sacrifice for me no matter what goes on regarding this or how I'm seen from here, and I think it will bring much good and hopefully some sort of closure to this that I've been seeking for months now that I spoke on it with my reputation on the line in greater detail. Thank you all for coming to this page, reading and/or listening if you have; I have way more brighter and funner songs coming soon as always. You can read the lyrics below.
And heres the Google Doc I briefly mention in the song; I am aware and even STRONGLY agree that it's embarrassingly corny to write one of these ever and publicize it, especially since the parties mentioned have no sort of public online presence where they can be held accountable and it's best to be handled in private, but understand that this is all purely to vent and air out literally EVERYTHING relevant that went on during this time since there were many threats to do so anyhow, though with all entirely false proofless stories. I had no other choice but to string this together as my profession was being threatened publicly several times over a midwit's one-sided understanding of a small dispute fabricated as something it's not whatsoever, entirely by means of solely deceit orchestrated by a bigoted miserable histrionic cunt. It is simply what the lyrics are saying but with screenshots and evidence in a way more cohesive manner; I intended for this to be private like I wanted this whole situation to be, and only shared amongst all the parties mentioned in this song, but I consider it a necessity to understanding the narrative I lay out within and have slightly edited the original version of it for the public to digest easier.